for(n)ever.

August 16

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 23:18:00 -0400

Printing my shiz for registration is so frustrating and such a hassle! The libary’s computer keeps on having technical difficulties -___-

Eh today was so annoying. So I’m going to Vegas on Wednesday. For some reason I don’t feel excited at all. Usually I would look forward to these things! But I really don’t care. It’s the first time going with my main family, hopefully it’ll be fun. I’m coming home on Friday night, I hope I make it to Victor Cocktez’s party that starts at 8:30 pm :P

I fucking want this mint green beach cruiser!!

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 23:14:45 -0400

I fucking want this mint green beach cruiser!!

Despite the fact that I don’t want to go to Vegas anymore because you’re coming,...

Sun, 15 Aug 2010 23:02:35 -0400

Despite the fact that I don’t want to go to Vegas anymore because you’re coming, I’ve decided I’m gonna go. My family rarely ever goes on vacation anyways, so I won’t let you stop me. Plus my mom had to work overtime and went out of her way just to save enough for this trip. You just stay out of my way and things will be fine.

August 15th: My WTF Moments for today

Sun, 15 Aug 2010 22:56:00 -0400

1. Meeko fell asleep in my hand. Then when I picked her up, I found that she took a shit in my hand. NOT COOL MEEKO

2. Apparently I’m the weirdest girl in the world to Danny and the others because I don’t masturbate? LOL

3. I literally gained 5 pounds this afternoon because of my food adventure last night HAHA

4. I had the strongest urge to go streaking for fun last night out of nowhere…

5. I can’t remember the rest…

We gave our lives to learn how to fly on our own, Only to find...

Fri, 13 Aug 2010 23:37:44 -0400

We gave our lives to learn how to fly on our own,
Only to find that the edge of all we know was just a painted sky;
A clever disguise, to make the heavens reflect in our eyes…
And all I see, is all there is to be seen.

You've crossed the line.

Fri, 13 Aug 2010 23:36:00 -0400

August 13.

I can’t even believe I’ve dealt with you for 16 years. You took so much out of me, you took my childhood, happiness, innocence, love, and respect. You’ve hurt me so much; emotionally, verbally, and sure as fuck physically. For my whole life I’ve HAD to put up with you, just because you’re a literally a part of me. And after something huge happens, you act like nothing happened and it goes back “normal”. It’s a fucking cycle.

I’ve never felt such hatred with a deep passion, also due to the fact that you created me. I literally can’t stand talking to you, looking at you, being near you. And it fucking kills me to know I have to see you everyday. Everyday is like a fucking challenge and a game. I won’t know what will happen next. I’m not exaggerating. It kills me the most to know I have your blood in me. It sickens me.

It’s hard to remember that I loved you once, when I was an adolescent, ignorant, naive, and just too mindless to know what was going on.

No one understands, because I’ve never talked about it, except for Mom. But I know she can’t do anything about it, so she just goes along with it, like it’s a normal fucking thing. Well bravo, now I’m scarred for life. You’ve officially left me half dead.

sandyatthebeach: ohhayhawn: So truee (via...

Fri, 13 Aug 2010 22:54:09 -0400

sandyatthebeach:

ohhayhawn:

So truee

(via ohbabyitsnatalie)

Me 24/7 when I get pissed off…hahaha.

tired

Tue, 10 Aug 2010 22:42:00 -0400

I’m pretty tired of reading shit about love, broken hearts, and things in that nature. It’s just that we’re dealing with so much in this specific category, that I’m just sick of reading it, seeing it, and most definitely feeling it. It’s pretty sad how this is what most people dwell over, including myself sometimes.

Meeko, my babygirl :D

Tue, 10 Aug 2010 22:37:17 -0400

Meeko, my babygirl :D

August 10, 2010

Tue, 10 Aug 2010 22:30:27 -0400

Even though I have internet now, I barely go on and it’s kind of useless to me! I don’t know why. I’m hungry… gonna go eat!

July 23

Fri, 23 Jul 2010 19:14:18 -0400

Damnn I haven’t went on for a longass time! Feels good to have my internet back :)

february 13 Tet!

Sat, 13 Feb 2010 20:08:48 -0500

Yay a day to celebrate my asian-ness haha Im at my grandma’s house right now with some relatives. Yesterday afterschool was soo fun. It was my first time playing football with the guys. There was like over 10 guys and I didn’t realize I was the only girl…haha Anthony like freakin tackled me! LOL They said I was a “beast on the field” I take that as a compliment :P When I came home, my shorts were like all muddy and my shoes were almost ripped hah. Everything in my body’s all sore! fun fun fun.

I love

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 23:13:48 -0500

playing the Penis Game with my buddies :D

oh my gosh, I still wonder if my Alex noticed I drew a penis on the back of his homework before he turned it in yet…HAHA

p.s. what the fuck is up with me and penises this month??!?! I’m becoming so perverted now haha well that’s probably what I get for having so much guy friends…bitch asses corrupted me :]

sorry

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:45:00 -0500

I don’t want everyone to see me as that type of person. I don’t really know how to explain why I let it happen. I guess it was nice having someone put their arms around me like that again. It hasn’t happened in awhile. Honestly in the moment, it wasn’t awkward for me at all, even if he was just a friend. Does that make sense? I really don’t want to go into details, it’s personal.

I’m not trying to make a big deal out of this, but I just hope gossipy bitches kind of get an idea of what I’m talking about so they would stop asking me about it HAHA :P

MOVIE DAY (kinda) (=

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:21:52 -0500

steeevennn:

dianaleee:

steeevennn:

Today was movie night at my place :D Duyen wanted told Danny that she wanted to hang out at my house so she thought of movie night! (x so random… at MY place o___o well, John came around 12:30 today then Duyen came at like 2! Then Danny came, then Diana (: Tony Le and Tony Nguyen came later on too, but Tony Nguyen left off to work. Duyen had to leave EARLY too and she was the one that planned it! We ordered Pizza Hut Hot Wings and OMG… they were SO SPICY! D: but oh so good! We had ice cream in my room afterrrr! :D Randy came over a while later too! Tony, John, Danny, and Randy played 13 on my room floor while Diana and I just laid in bed and watched. John lost first and Tony dared him to go out to my Stepdad and say “I love you” to him ahahaha! Randy lost next and Tony dared him to kiss my forehead…. Randy pinned me down on my bed, HUMPED ME, then kissed my forehead T____T LOL Danny lost after and had to hug my mom LOL! Randy wanted him to hump my mom’s leg but he didn’t do it (x afterward… Tony, John, Danny, and I were trying to contact Tom and get him to come over. John spam texted him while the rest of us left him a crap load of voicemails (: LOL! Turns out Tom couldn’t come ]: Then Devi called! LOL! She talked to Randy (x so weird! Wait till she meets him… if she’ll even get the chance to :P AHAHA! Then we all went out to my living room and watched Mirrors :D Randy was so scared! xD We all ditched him and left Randy alone in the living room, but we eventually came back out :P John laid on one couch, Randy & Danny sat on the long couch, Tony laid on my floor with my blanket and pillow! LOL! Diana and I sat on the smallest couch :P Cuddle buddy during the movie (; AAHAHAH! how fun (: Then they all ditched me and I was left alone pretty scared so I called Devi =) THE END! Now I’m tired haha

haha cuddle buddies :D Sunday night was soo fun! and thanks for the food, noooob. oh my damn, I miss Honey! Cute dog :] she lavsss me nowwww aha

ahahaha, YES! it was so fun (; hehehe i think my dog misses you! :D she’s still on her period too! D: ahaha hope it stops soon! i haven’t really seen you all week! T-T you’re so hard to find, like a rare pokemon or something ): ahaha

(: Of course, I made Honey fall asleep on my lap, she must miss me! haha if you need help to change her diaper again, I’m here haha reallly, how come I’m starting to see you everywhere, not that I’m a stalker or anything…:P

bipolar-ness or what?!

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:08:00 -0500

Seriouslyy I hate how I’m feeling on the top of the world at one point, and then the next…uselesss and like the “Fuck the World” kind of mood. HAHA

but I’m feeling okay again right now I guess. I’m at my Uncle Andy’s house with my little baby cuzzzos :D

MOVIE DAY (kinda) (=

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:01:00 -0500

steeevennn:

Today was movie night at my place :D Duyen wanted told Danny that she wanted to hang out at my house so she thought of movie night! (x so random… at MY place o___o well, John came around 12:30 today then Duyen came at like 2! Then Danny came, then Diana (: Tony Le and Tony Nguyen came later on too, but Tony Nguyen left off to work. Duyen had to leave EARLY too and she was the one that planned it! We ordered Pizza Hut Hot Wings and OMG… they were SO SPICY! D: but oh so good! We had ice cream in my room afterrrr! :D Randy came over a while later too! Tony, John, Danny, and Randy played 13 on my room floor while Diana and I just laid in bed and watched. John lost first and Tony dared him to go out to my Stepdad and say “I love you” to him ahahaha! Randy lost next and Tony dared him to kiss my forehead…. Randy pinned me down on my bed, HUMPED ME, then kissed my forehead T____T LOL Danny lost after and had to hug my mom LOL! Randy wanted him to hump my mom’s leg but he didn’t do it (x afterward… Tony, John, Danny, and I were trying to contact Tom and get him to come over. John spam texted him while the rest of us left him a crap load of voicemails (: LOL! Turns out Tom couldn’t come ]: Then Devi called! LOL! She talked to Randy (x so weird! Wait till she meets him… if she’ll even get the chance to :P AHAHA! Then we all went out to my living room and watched Mirrors :D Randy was so scared! xD We all ditched him and left Randy alone in the living room, but we eventually came back out :P John laid on one couch, Randy & Danny sat on the long couch, Tony laid on my floor with my blanket and pillow! LOL! Diana and I sat on the smallest couch :P Cuddle buddy during the movie (; AAHAHAH! how fun (: Then they all ditched me and I was left alone pretty scared so I called Devi =) THE END! Now I’m tired haha

haha cuddle buddies :D Sunday night was soo fun! and thanks for the food, noooob. oh my damn, I miss Honey! Cute dog :] she lavsss me nowwww aha

Reblog if you've flinched while sleeping thinking you're falling.

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 21:41:04 -0500

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alwaays.

I flinch and say something then I wake up like O__O”

it's superbowl sunday!

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 21:37:00 -0500

hahaha :D

february 7

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 21:32:00 -0500

Oh my damn I miss blogging haha It blows not having internet anymore :[

well, this month has been getting pretty interesting :P